What one year can do to a 14 year old kid
Ask anyone of my classmates from eighth grade about my views on life, and they will tell you that I was a Christian narrow-minded staunch conservative. Surprisingly, they were right. Our eighth grade patio during the election for president was a verbal battle-zone, and I was the leader of the pack. At this time, I was very narrow-minded, meaning I was not open to new ideas/opinions. I simply thought I was right, all the time. I talked about war as if it were a strategy board game, and I pretended to know what I was speaking of when the argument turned to our healthcare system and economy as a whole. Recently I have found that I have changed completely. I am now a centrist Atheist, (I’m still pretty conservative though…). It is quite amazing how much one year can change somebody. I noticed this huge change after my views on war were completely altered by two things. The first thing is that I listened to a song by the name of “Where is the love?” by the Black Eyed Peas. This song alone made me emotionally aware of what war really is. Not only that, but the U.S. fatalities level in Afghanistan reached 1,000. I then started to explore the meaning of human life, as well as the value. I found a quote that represents what my old mentality was: “War is peaceful for those who don’t experience it.” I took this quote and analyzed it for hours on end. I realized that all my views of complete obliteration of the enemy and such were not humane, nor were they plausible. To this day I still believe war is necessary, but I view it in a completely different light. I yearn for the day when I can say, “Finally, my country is no longer at war.” My entire life has been surrounded by war and I want it to either end, or at least let me particpate. After my graduation of Poly, I am hoping to attend West Point Military Academy, with the fallback of enlisting as a Marine if I am not accepted. My hope is that we will no longer be at war, but I will be involved if conflict should arise once more. The basic synopsis of this is I would rather be there fighting, than hear about soldiers dying from CNN or Fox News. I would go into more depth about why I am now an atheist, but that would be another 300 words. Basically, the book of Genesis made me an Atheist. As well as the overwhelming scientific evidence that fuels the speculation as to why God made things so complicated, if he did exist. All of this commotion proves one thing: One year really can change somebody completely.